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[23 Dec 2006|06:32pm]
[ mood | sore ]

What a horrible horrible day.
I am not feeling well to start with.
I slice the top of my finger on my right hand so that hurts quite a bit.
And then this afternoon i slammed 4 doors (doors had doubled on top of themselves) with my middle finger on my left hand stuck right in the middle. I looked at the customer and tried to keep composed and finished their stuff and ran and told Roxy and she thought i was just joking because i had been whinging all day about everything so i went and got ice and came back to her and showed her and started crying. Shes like "ohhhhhhh. omg sorry!" So i went up stairs and cried and then my phone died but then all these people i never talk to came in and helped me to fix up my finger so that was pretty nice of them. It swelled right up and my finger went huge and jet black but the ice made it go down but the finger is rock hard and purple/black now. ewww.

I am soo embaressed though. I know its stupid but crying at work isn't on my list of things to do at work. Especially around certain people but those certain people didn't see me luckily.

I might go out tonight. It might cheer me up.
I'm sorry but it really upset me today!

Hope your days were better than mine.


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[12 Mar 2006|02:18pm]
A post for anyone who we didn't text last night :).

Ric asked me to marry him yesterday. I said yes. And so we are now engaged and i have a gorgeous ring to show for it. :~)

I had a massive day yesterday apparently all planned by him. I am very spoilt and loved. Incredibly lucky to have him.

For more details ask me in person. I'm still in shock a bit to be quite honest!

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[15 Apr 2005|11:02pm]
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[09 Apr 2005|11:56am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I went to bed at around 10:30pm last night (fairly early for a weekend night).

I just woke up. My alarm clock said 11:53 or something.

What in the fuck.

I have never slept in this late since i can remember.

No wonder i'm hungry! It's lunch time.

This kind of freaked me out if you can't tell.

All the plans for today are set back now since i expected to be well up and out of the house by now. Eeeek.

Oh well. I obviously needed it.


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[01 Apr 2005|09:16pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I was going to write a nice big entry but i am really really tierd and i have no energy to string along a coherent meaningful sentence, let alone a paragraph. How lazy am i.

//Good points.

+ Going out for dinner with Ric in town tonight.
+ Ric buying me chocolate hedgehog slice.
+ Walking out of my freezing car this morning and into the warm office.
+ Spending all of last night tucked up in my bed watching tv. Bliss. :~).
+ Cuddling up under the rugs after work.

//Bad points.

+ Going out into the wet and cold 4 times today and getting saturated each time.
+ 2 dogs deciding to run out into the middle of the road in front of my car in the rain.
+ Work. Enough said. I cried to Ric about it all. I think its out of my system now.
+ Having to work in the cold workshop for about half an hour.
+ Being sick in the cold.
+ All my washing not getting dry out on the line and thus my lack of clothing at present.
+ Missing people i just met down south. Its crazy but i do.

On a different note, was anyone listening to Nova this morning at around 7:45am? Hillarious. I was cacking myself at the lights with laughter.

Have a good weekend!


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[24 Mar 2005|06:41am]
[ mood | working ]

OMG an entry before work. This will probably make me late :/.

Can i just say i hate this heat. It was not ever designed for sleeping weather.

Anyway i'm writing a quick entry as i'm not really sure that i'll have time to write one before we go away tomorrow.

I spent maybe 2 hours on the phone with my friend last night and it looks like she's got most of our weekend planned for us. It looks like consisting of drinking, drinking, karaoke, drinking, night clubbing (hah!), drinking, and eating some chocolate. It looks like its going to be awesome. We're both excited. hehe.

I hope you all have a wonderful Easter.

And i'll write again probably next week when we're back.


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[17 Mar 2005|04:12pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Last night i came home and went to bed feeling very sad and upset. I wrote an entry and didn't click post because i was sure i'd feel differently the next morning. I didn't.. but i do now so i guess thats all that matters. Thus you'll never see this mysterious post!

Last night i went to the awards ceremony at uni. There was 2 awards given out for the unit i was in. One of them i won, and the other award this group of boys won. Its been almost a year since i've seen these boys which was a bit strange!. As my name was called out and i got up, Tim said "GO CLARE!" which was soo nice ;D. So yeah. It was an okay night and free drinks/beer + gourmet finger food afterwards. And i also got my nice little prize too :~).

Today was another day at work. The morning and some of the afternoon i felt very flat and was a bit concerned about someone not liking me. And then they talked to me so it was all good :D. And by the end of the day i felt pretty good and i've come home tierd but happy. And i get off a half hour earlier than normal most days (where possible) so thats great.

I guess on with the rest of the day.

PS. Happy St Patricks Day!


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[15 Mar 2005|04:47pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Hi all,

The last few days have been a bit like a whirlwind.

I'm not online too much because i'm in bed pretty early these days. I just can't cope getting up as early as i do with the time i used to go to bed at. Not that 10:30pm was very late at all. So it's usually just dinner, tv, bed.

Works okay. The lady said i'm getting better yesterday so thats encouraging. I spent a -lot- of time driving around SOR today for work. But i like it. Its nice to get out and drive around.

I went to the dentists this morning. He said that since i took his advice my gums are getting heaps better and its all fantastic. And wowowow. First time i've gone to the dentists where i spend 1 minute in the chair and theres praises all round. Wheee. I was soo stoked after all my recent teeth problems.

I think that about covers it. I'm off to get some chores done.


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[13 Mar 2005|03:59pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

We just returned home from Fremantle where we had fish and chips and discovered that St Patricks Day is being celebrated early there. We had a look around and its pretty scary to see my dad (who is Irish) X 1000. No doubt i will be celebrating it like usual on Thursday in some way. We always do.

And i've come home and all i want to do is have a nanna nap. I could barely walk up the driveway. Soo sleepy. Food and a walk and all i want to do is sleep. I really am an old lady these days :D.

I'm getting pretty excited about going away over Easter. It should be fun. I'm not getting too hyped up about it because i don't know what days my work is closed. If its not closed on Easter Monday then our plans go out the window which will be sad. So yeah.

We got given some Connisuer (sp?) icecream. And its really yum. And this is coming from me, a person who is rarely enthused over icecream (i am a chocolate lover through and through). But its good. Oh. :)~

Anyway with that i'm off to have said nap.

PS. Did you know that Bruce Willis and Lindsay Lohan were apparently seen getting it on? This disturbs me.

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[12 Mar 2005|10:53am]
[ mood | chipper ]

The weekend!!!

I've just got to do the washing and then i'm all set to go out.
I can't wait to get out of the house and do something fun :D.

Its just going to be a quiet weekend i think by the looks of it.
But thats okay i guess.

Yeah. Survey people just called and made us get up. Grrrrr.

Going now. Have fun.


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[11 Mar 2005|05:44pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Thanks lovelies for all the comments and assorted ways of communication you have contacted me with about the job thing :).

Yesterday i was fairly upset but Ric had a talk to me and told me to put myself in a different frame of mind which i did today and i didn't do too badly. It was a pretty nice day really.

I know i have work on at least Monday and hopefully they'll like me and see that i've improved a lot and i've worked at all the things they said.

Its just losing this job isn't something i want to think about.

Anyway have a great weekend. I'm looking forward to mine.

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[10 Mar 2005|04:59pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Well it looks like theres a good chance i'll be unemployed once again next week.

I was fighting back tears all day and all the chances i had to drive off on some errand was good.

If this happens. I am soo over it. I am soo over everything.

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[08 Mar 2005|09:39pm]
[ mood | tired ]

How good was The OC tonight.
I was in fits of giggles and also just sitting there almost about to cry. I love Kirsten and seeing her soo upset always makes me feel soo sad!.

That will probably only really mean anything to Jared and Jade ;). (It was the new Chrismakuh one by the way).

And last night on The Biggest Loser! I had tears streaming down my face when Maurice was voted off and he said that they could call him if they needed support and stuff. It was just soooo sad. I cried over The Biggest Loser. hah.

Yeah. Thats all.

I am soo busy. Tomorrow i'm taking over the job of the woman whos been training me. I am soo worried and stressed because i just have soo much to do and i don't know if i can do it all and remember how to do it all and ARGH. Stress. And then i come home and clean for our inspection. -sigh-.

And if i haven't replied to any of your comments its because LJ is being gay a lot and telling me my journal is read only and i can't write anything. sjgadrgj.



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[07 Mar 2005|11:38am]
[ mood | bored ]

Yay. Long Weekend. I wish i could be spending it going for a drive and picnicing like planned but then a lovely inspection came along. One that we won't have time for to clean much during the week before it.

I started dusting the window sills and waaay too many little spiders jumped out and i itch now. I have got a serious case of the heebie jeebies. So i stopped that. I might go pick up and tidy the place a little later after the washing -shrugs-. All i know is that i am seriously over cleaning when i could be out doing enjoyable things.

I'm nervous about work. Tomorrow i might be there for 15 minutes before everyone else just to man the phones. This might not sound like much but it is. The person i'm working most closely with is also going to be out for a lot of tomorrow and she's not even coming in on Wednesday. :///////. I am petrified to put it lightly!.

Its become pretty clear that our little weekend trip away is going to be put on hold for a long time since i'm working. And going away this Easter is just looking soo complicated. Oh well.

Back to the cleaning.


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[03 Mar 2005|07:13pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I love my work.

All of it apart from answering the phone.

I suck at the phone. I brought the manual home tonight to learn all the buttons. It is hard. And i also suck at it because i panic and forget to write down the reason the people are calling. But its okay because im new :D.

The foreman kept saying my name and i didn't respond and i apparently look ditzy because of it. bahaha. Its all a big thing there since they found out my real name is Clare. It really is all very ammusing.

My caffeine and fatty food levels are going through the roof there though. I may have to join a gym or something because i'm certainly going to wind up fat at this rate! ;D.

Anyway off to watch my tv. Then work tomorrow before a long weekend. wooooohooo. mmm 3 days.



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[01 Mar 2005|10:35am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Hi friends.

Guess what?!

I got the job!!

I'm now working full time as an admin assistant.

I'm a little nervous about it all but i'm sure i'll manage and learn it all somehow. There was meant to be a shortlisting of applicants but for some reason theres not and i got the job straight away. How exciting.

I also have to change my name as another girl with my name works there. So i'll probably go by my middle name but if you can come up with anything else feel free to tell me! (nothing stupid or offensive please ;)),

I start tomorrow. So i'll more than likely be not on LJ too much as i'm sure for the first while i'll be pretty tierd since i'm not used to working like this in quite a long time.

I'm also hoping to move later on this year when our lease runs out to somewhere closer to you lot as it'd cut down the driving time a lot so heres hoping that can happen to.


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[28 Feb 2005|08:37am]
[ mood | nervous ]

Hi lovelies.

If i don't get the job i'm being interviewed for this morning then its likely i'll be working with Ric! hah. What a thought.

Watch this space!


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[25 Feb 2005|06:56pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I have an interview on Monday! wheee

If i had gone out today -with- my car i'd have had the interview already. I could have kicked myself when they called asking. argh. But none the less. I'm excited. Full time work and training provided. I'm feeling hopeful!

I feel so bloated after eating my Maccas soo quickly and having cappucinos and cool drink all day. Oh well.

I'm feeling pretty positive! I messaged my friend from uni who's moved over east how she was going. And shes got a really good job over there and is loving it. I'm soo happy for her as it seems the whole move was all worth it. That put my spirits up too. eee.


bye kittens.

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[22 Feb 2005|03:43pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Enjoyable Things for Clare.

+ Looking at the puppies and kittens at the pet shop. I always want to take at least one of them home with me.

+ Watching cooking shows. I love watching them. I can't explain it. Always have.

+ In the middle of summer and on one night i go out and its just cold. And to race into bed and get all warm is just fantastic.

+ Going out and renting a movie. And going along the new release section to check if something i'd forgotten about is available yet. And then taking it home and watching the previews and watching the movie with some kind of chocolate and feeling really good.

+ Dancing around the house. I do this all the time. I dance to jingles on advertisements on the tv. I really am quite sad. But i'm sure its exercise of some degree :D.

+ Sitting in the car and a song on the radio i like comes on. And turning it up and being satisfied until the song ends at least.

+ Watching Sam play with her toys. And watching her and all her antics. She ran all the way down to the bathroom last week just to hit me with her paws because she hadn't been fed dinner yet. <3 ;p.

+ Getting excited all day about various tv shows. Today for example i'm excited about Neighbours and the OC. ;D.

+ Going into stores and looking at things and knowing that i will eventually be able to buy some of the smaller things more easily when i have a job and being excited about the prospect.

+ Finding myself excited over the prospect of jobs. Whether or not they eventuate or not its nice to feel excited and hopeful about jobs at times and it helps remain positive.



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[21 Feb 2005|02:16pm]
[ mood | blah ]

So this weekend i've been feeling a little off colour.
I slept on and off all day yesterday and this morning i felt a lot better.
Just worn out i think.

Today Richard and i had lunch before going to the carwash.
We sat in the hot in a line for about half an hour.
Cars that are spotless going through the wash always amaze me.
Anyway. It was kind of fun. Only a few drops came through.
I remember going through one with Ric and his brother in their old car.
And the door seals were crap and there was a little bit of screaming and laughter.
Fun but .. not something i'd do again. :).

I've heard nothing from those jobs.. -sigh-.
Back to the drawing board perhaps.
eh. Typical.

Hopefully going away at Easter.
Just for a couple of days since theres stuff back here.
Should be nice if we can do it.

Umm thats about all.

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